tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7129213753012457011.post6049311769466886758..comments2023-05-26T08:55:18.359-07:00Comments on Understanding & Healing From Designer Dissociation: Help to Resolve Memories of DrowningAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08256675845938876493noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7129213753012457011.post-18553321399700637282011-06-19T17:09:20.243-07:002011-06-19T17:09:20.243-07:00Hi Nela, the way you found out about your past is ...Hi Nela, the way you found out about your past is the way I found out about me. I believe we all have an inner guide that leads us to the things we need to know.<br /><br />I would love to have you join my art group. All are survivors of abuse, many have programmed pasts. We all work through issues and memories with our art. If you go to Polyvore.com and register, search for Grace2244 and send me a message telling me you are the blog post person :-) I'll send you an invite. <br /><br />You can learn the tools quickly. We don't try to interpret for each other...we support each other's efforts. Sometimes I make observations. Mostly it's us to each to process their own. Therapists have been referring clients to the group.<br /><br />You need to do what feels right for you to do. If you get a sick sinking feeling inside about doing something, don't do it. ok? Hope to see you at the art site.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08256675845938876493noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7129213753012457011.post-40474172340371571242011-06-19T15:38:01.418-07:002011-06-19T15:38:01.418-07:00Hi, I have recently "accidentally" stumb...Hi, I have recently "accidentally" stumbled into your blog by googling MK-related keywords, and turns out I struck a gold mine.<br />I have no memory of trauma, however some unusual details from my personal life led me to question this, and so I'm reading about this topic and searching for a way to find out the truth.<br /><br />Since you're both a survivor and a therapist, I trust you are the best person to answer these questions:<br /><br />1. How exactly do you proceed with art therapy? I am a self-taught visual artist, and I usually "get" images in my mind that I later draw/paint/collage. They are often morbid in nature and a person familiar with the programming techniques and rituals remarked that I must be painting what I have witnessed and blocked out from my memory. So far it was always involuntary, ie. I have never deliberately started this process, I just accept the visuals that come to me at their own pace. I would like to actively work on this issue to clear all the ugly visuals out and finally start painting art that is positive and optimistic.<br /><br />2. I live in a small country where there is no specialist centres such as "The Center", and I'm not aware of any psychiatric specialists in DID patients, let alone people trained to deal with systematic child abuse. Apart for a few individuals who are familiar with the elite's plans, programs, rituals etc., no one ever discusses this subject. Should things start falling apart, I have no professional to turn to. They would just label me crazy and put me on medications, as they always do.<br />I am convinced my friend's mother recent breakdown (following his father's death) was a manifestation of similar programming, and all the psychiatrists did was zombified her with medication.<br />I guess I know what your answer would be, but I have to ask anyway - would you advise a person in such a position to go digging? Do you think an individual could ever learn to cope without the support you have? Or would art therapy alone in this case be too dangerous?<br /><br />Thank you in advance :)Nelahttp://inobscuro.com/noreply@blogger.com